I’m feeling like a ping pong in my head again, thoughts being bashed from one extremity to the other. I just want everything to go well but is it that I’m not making an effort, or is it just naturally the way that people inherently don’t get along, and try as you may, you’ll always be different? I’m sick and tired of having to make everything so obvious, can’t it just be possible for once to be upset and have someone know exactly how to appease you, especially when you trust on that someone to know very well. Can’t it just be easy for someone to be sensible enough to to know what’s right from wrong to do towards the other without it being pointed out? The silence is disappointment from a denial to all of the above…a push to always express when it’s not necessary to bluntly spit everything out. I have my moments of silence that make no sense, I admit, but can’t I rely on you for once to understand what I’m thinking without me telling you..?